The US Swastika

A Nazi Ideology: "The greater the crimes, the less credible they will appear."

Those within Nazism has always saluted two flags, the Iron Cross and the US flag. The color red on the US flag, stands for blood and the white, is for the bandages of US soldier's wounded in war. The blue (US intention of unlimited conquest) with the stars has to do with the conquest land expansion of the continent within the country itself, comprising of the first forty-eight states; with purchased Alaska and US Occupied Hawaii appearing later. It had been suggested by the US government years ago, to add conquestic occupation countries; but was later overturned due the star area would appear too congested. As for the Nazi flag, it was just about Christianity, blood, death and National Socialism.


(This movie excerpt, was just one of many US propaganda movies from the 1940's; too cloud for US audiences of what was actually occurring outside the US and promote  "Patriotism." The ideology of "Patriotism," is only found in the US.)

The saluting of the two flags occurred in both Europe and the US, especially during the portion of the European Holocaust known as the "Final Solution;" also allegiance to Adolf Hitler himself. Most Americans living in Europe during this period, did collaborate with the Nazi party and usually received special luxurious, preferential treatment.-HRM Deborah

Dear Mr. "Obama"

If one happened to notice in the last several Mr. Obama broadcast speeches, he has taken to wearing excessive make-up to cover the visual effects of him having AIDS and let's also take into account his ever dwindling skeletal (Ancient Greek: Mummy) pencil like physical appearance. For facial enhancements, Obama is wearing dark lipstick, face make-up to appear more Caucasian and let's not forget the darkened eyeshadow that enhances is mother's Indonesian eyes. Which it seems the public consensus over this latest endeavor is simply that Obama is "Queer;" with ever growing deteriorating mental instabilities.



Beauty is only skin deep, but ugliness can go to the marrow of the bone.

 Also, recently an American with an extremely no nonsense reputation; took the time to have Obama's alleged American birth certificate analyzed and point by point found that indeed the birth certificate was a fake.

A demonstrator points at the corner of a sandwich board protesting against the visit of Mr. Barack Obama on 22 May 2011 in Dublin, Ireland. Obama is visiting Ireland for one day, on the 23 May 2011. He will meet with "distant relatives" in Moneygall and speak at an Obama financed rally in central Dublin after a concert in the evening.

The American and global consensus towards Obama's popularity, is that he is the worse person in the world to date standing on lonely Island, reaching out to the empty air and now Obama is claiming that he has distant Irish relatives, as he decided to make a sudden visit to Ireland laying waste his most recent inexcusable obligations in Washington; such as the visit by Israel PM Benjamin Netanyahu; left behind to basically stand with cold heels with everything concerning the country of Israel left unresolved, such as ending the US Occupation of the country, freeing all Israeli Prisoners and Hostages held illegally by the US,  too stopping the Holocaust that threatenings annihilation of not just everyone in Israel; but all living person's worldwide. As to Israel PM Benjamin Netanyahu visit to Washington, on one occasion Obama did make an attempt on his life. But in this attempt upon Netanyahu life, a Guardian Angel came to protect him; until he shamed not just his family, his country and the global community in his speech to the the US Congress. For such as this caused great unhappiness with Allah (Hashem).

Complete global silence except for the caw of a single black Crow, than shortly after an unusual darkness began to sweep across the whole world; as humanity waits in fear for the swiftness of Allah's (Hashem's) hand. The earth is already collapsing as though it is dividing from itself. A Crow once again came to caw, three times the yell, in three days from the first. Upon seeing the black Crow caw, three times on the seventh day from the last time of hearing; as they walked in front, passing by me, There is one place, on earth that is becoming ionized.

Needless to say, not everyone is remotely Irish, Mr. Barack Obama and it is a thought of which part of the world he will claim family relations next, instead of the reality of his existence.

The US is called throughout the world, the "Babylon" at the end of time.

The relations between Ireland and the US has been long with heavy turbulent storms and it should never be forgotten that those of Irish birth that succeeded in the US immigration process by the ends of there teeth; where they have been met with nothing but utter slave labor such as sweatshops, mine labor and white slavery, discriminatory contempt in a field of tenement squalor.

The first real non-discriminatory chance an Irish immigrant had was in the New York Police department, where many of there descendants are still policemen, today. It became a case, of an Irish brother helping another Irish brother get work to feed there starving families.

HRM Elizabeth II, Mr. Barack Obama, his wife Michelle and Prince Philip, the Duke of Edinburgh pose for a photo-op in the Music Room of Buckingham Palace ahead of a US insistent State Banquet on 24 May 2011 in London, England (UK). It was strongly imposed after just the first day that Obama was to be unwelcomely dismissed from the country by royal command, but he refused with his isinglass flamboyance. Historically up into modern times England (UK) has absolutely no trust in anything concerning the US, especially their policies and still does not consider the US, as a legitimate country.

21 June 2011, it was rather interesting yesterday with Mr. Obama and US Secretary of State Hillary Clinton sending in my direction two American Gestapo.


One was attempting very poorly to insultingly impersonate not just a person from Russia, for they are such warm, lovely people.


But of all things a whore which is an all to common scenario for Obama, with improper speech and outright Anti-Semitism; too challenge the issue concerning unlawful  marriage, for US war profiteering  with the use of white slavery and Clinton daughter's unlawful marriage.

The new clothing of a black undershirt, black with white strip pants and an artificial tattoo, I found most humorous on the front woman and the other being allowed medical care for some pain issue, was also an interesting touch. Specially when US Political Hostages, are not allowed the luxury of medical care.-HRM Deborah

Where is the Real Osama Bin Laden?

He is long retired in Sun City, Arizona; where in the evening at 4 P.M., he gets dinner at Denny's off the Senior Citizen menu. After having been clean shaven for sometime, he still enjoys the pastimes of lounging about the pool and getting in a round of golf; while fancying himself as quite a playboy, which he likes easy American girls. He was disowned by his family many years ago, for be a collaborater with the US.



(video posted here by an overwhelming global response.)

While the last several years the US had been financing this lifestyle, as a US military "Great Pretender" was being splashed across the media; but with the US's overwhelming debt challenges ever growing redder; it became time to close-up the fake ben Laden shop.



The US Wielding Power in the World

 

US Military al-Qaeda Patch (meaning): Evil committing genocide towards good to silence them forever. They also have an internal nickname, "The Grim Reapers."

As to that bunch calling themselves al-Qaeda, all they actually are is an elite Pro-terrorist detachment of the US military or the American Nazi SS (Gestapo). The symbol of the US detachment is a skull and cross bones, as shown in the above US military patch.

Terrorism Central

Few Choices

A Zoot suiter (1930's-1940's)

"One dresses and lives in the environment they are subjected too. Otherwise, they would be standing ugly on a nude beach."-Israel PM Benjamin Netanyahu (defending HRM Deborah of Israel being insulted by alleged US President Barack Obama)

Substandard quality of life is imposed upon all US Political Hostages and those under US Occupation, in the extreme cases are anyone with Israeli citizenship; with the most dire disintegrating conditions subjected to members of the Israeli Royal Family such as myself. The US standards upon said parties which is intended to control ever facet of there life with poverty, tortuous, slavery conditions; are against all International Laws and the Geneva Convention.

Any false impression intended by the US that US Political Hostages are living in an acceptable environment is no different than the model death camps of the 1930's and 1940's, where later the prisoners where exterminated.

I have seen US Political Hostages that could not stay strong in these extreme conditions, actually disintegrate both physically and mentally; with always the air of death hanging over there heads, whether they gave into the US imposed conditions or not. Some have further collapsed due to the sorrow of being in a foreign place. But yet, so many US Political Hostages die everyday; as they also do in any US Occupation zone.

As the US is so quick to speak about people having freedoms or rights, myself; as so many in the world have never seen any of them. But the ever constant, extreme debasing opposite!

They that are held in a "Living in Hell" against there will, even in a prison of double walls can be free in other ways by a strong faith and love in Allah (Hashem) for it's an impermeable armor. For even the smallest flicker of light, always deflects; the darkness. Standing firm, with the Divine Sword of Justice. Have eyes to see and ears to hear. Furthermore, this place is completely different then where the "Grateful" Dead reside.-HRM Deborah

She belongs to Me and will never belong anywhere else.

You have always wished to surround yourself with beauty, goodness and most importantly the knowledge that comes from Me, with honest embracement out of purity that love actually is.

The world itself, became engulfed in a veil of shadowed darkness; which mankind has to break free.

This Ole House

Many years ago in a deliberated old house on the edge of his country, lived a widower whose children had all left home; never to return.


He was terribly afraid of thunder and the crackling lightening, but when it rained he would keep moving his furniture so the rain from his leaking roof wouldn't get his possessions soaked and in the winter his house always seemed to get extremely cold.


On day, an Archangel looked into the house through a broken window in an answer to many prayers from his children and shook there head from side to side, because while the widower didn't repair his house; he also wasn't keeping watch outside either.


Then as a little time progressed onward, the roof on the opposite side of the door finally collapsed and the wall on that side seemed to crumble in places and cracked worse. The widower, went over to the window where the roof collapsed and the wall crumbled looking out and what do you think he saw?


The initial invasion of Roman legions (Romans called there soldiers,"Saints" or "The Saints." The Remnants of the Roman Empire that came out of its ashes known as the Roman Catholic Church, still coins the term for the same reason; as well as being an extremely popular term in the US especially among organizations and in sports. When a Roman or Saint died they went to a place they call, "Elysium;" which is the Latin term for Hell; which is still the idea to this day.), who had came to raid and occupy Israel; which would last for hundreds of years.

Also, the widower would die that very day being overrun by those advancing Roman legions he saw; unable to signal the country was coming under attack.

The widower should have kept his house in order and paid attention to all that was around him in the protection of his countrymen.



The initial raid that day by the Roman legions, in actuality very few people would die and no villages or cities were destroyed. Unlike the US invasion in 1901 with the further 111 year Occupation, that was a bloodbath for everyone living in Israel; along with numerous villages being leveled to the ground.

This also coinsides with the very recent heinous US terrorists attacks such as towards a city bus carrying civilians, the recent US Occupation Forces military rocket attacks and murders of civilians, both Jewish and Muslim. As the US is once again doing what they always do, attempting to hide there excessive criminal behavior by shuttling the blame upon the innocent.

While the US's foundation is the Roman ideology, they are extensively found to be more barbaric, especially hiding under the guise of policing the world and there fraudulent humanitarian ideals for US global expansionism.

No portion of Israel may be divided without my presence, for I am the sole owner of the whole country, from the border with Lebanon, Jordan and Egypt (included with a portion of the Gulf of Aqaba) to the Mediterranean Sea. Any attempt to divide my country with out my presence is an illegal act and will be treat as such; for the US Occupational ideals towards Israel in all aspects is considered not only unacceptable, but the actions of war criminals on all fronts. This alleged time table of September is nothing but fraudulent!



It should also be brought in to focus that the US treatment of political prisoners is no different then those that were in Auschwitz. I was yet reminded of this, on the occasion only a few days ago of the US attempting another failed assassination upon me and learn further about my fellow US political prisoners.

As a courtesy to the Italian government concerning the Italian citizen that was kidnapped in Israel by the US Occupation Forces in an attempt to commit blackmail concerning the above issue. Every effort is being made to recover him unharmed; but it has always been, that any Israeli government representative too not accept demands of any criminal element. In this case, namely the US.

In a Credit Card

People for a number of years where so quick to get a credit card and the companies that put out many of the cards in later years brought foreword this form of commerce was in question and especially when the US economy began to falter; the credit card caused many to be overwhelmed with troubles.

Myself, even what I have been able to see; always refuse those attempting to force a credit card upon me, also my grandmother Dora believed credit cards were not for us, for she never used one that I know of. And as those who have been subjected to identity theft through this form of commerce, should be treated and prosecuted as a thief to the full extent of the legal system for to do such is a high crime and the crime corrected for the protection of the innocent.

In many parts of the world, to be an habitual thief is no different then being a murderer and usually are treated as such under the given laws.


One of the most notorious in attempting this form of fraud, for he has attempted to do so at least nine times and failed; is Mr. Barack Obama.


As to a measure most people should get into, the non-belief in excursiveness of credit cards or as I like to say, I do not really believe in them! For in the long run, they cause more troubles than there worth.


"Learning About Behavioral" Vocabulary

A person that is prone to using profanity are those that lack not just a proper school education and surrounding home atmosphere, but have very poor vocabulary skills.


Especially in certain types of jobs, this also reflects on job performance, especially in the global arena; as an example, it seems Mr. Obama is keen on telling global leaders to, go "Fudge" themselves.


What such behavior as this does, it makes one tend to dismiss the person of improper speech, the one with the improper speech is more likely to belittle or be prejudicial to all surrounding persons due to there personal inadequacies, with more of a tendency towards emotion instabilities such as quick to anger or over excessive hatred and in most corporate area's it's grounds for dismissal. For not just the improper speech alone, but the further incapacity to make sound reasoning or decisions.

Any person that makes an effort to always improve there vocabulary skills, never has to use profanity in there daily lives.

Needless to say, it tells volumes about a person's behavior in just there manner of speech quality and the capacity to learn.

To increase ones vocabulary skills is actually not difficult, for one of the finest inventions that many people these days let slip by; is a simple book called, a dictionary and as to the other behavioral developments that creates poor speech and quality of life; one can always work on self improvements.-HRM Deborah

Survival of the Fittest

In this 10 December 2010 file photo, people hold signs at a rally against US drone attacks in Islamabad, Pakistan.

Three American missile attacks killed 54 civilians on 17 December 2010 close to the Afghan border, as the area unusually has high numbers of civilians victims from US drone attacks.

The global consensus is the US is a terrorist country, as people in many countries have died and continue to die in record numbers; at the US's aggressive hands. As fighting for survival wages onward.

Anti-War Activist wearing a helmet with Sunflower

If one notices, he is wearing an old US military Pit helmet, which is still in use in such places as Israel; by the US Occupation Forces who is still murdering Israeli's without mercy, as the US is still in an insensitive push to destroy the whole region. While Israel stands firm on being one homeland, one nation, embraced by Allah (Hashem) equatability together in peace and in love, one for another.

The US military Pit helmet also has been a long standing symbol against US aggressions around the globe; as the sunflower, for Allah (Hashem) in global peace.

"Even (Prophet/Rabbi) Jesus (PBUH) would never forgive what you do."-Bob Dylan

The US has a long term historical obstacle when it comes to the issue of peace with anyone, in that there hand in hand US roller coaster economic upheavels', grasps war and bloodshed!

US Occupation soldiers emerging from helicopter in Afghanistan: The US military is the only ones that will physically walk on top of there own dying and dead to commit a military objective.

Now the US is bent on sending US military troops that has a strong potential of spreading disease across the globe, that could further destroy whole civilizations; with walking bacterial warfare.


131 Arrested in White House Peace Protest

White House Civil Disobedience to End War (16 December 2010)

131 people from Veterans for Peace were arrested at the White House on 16 December 2010 in an action to End The Wars, including the board executive committee of Veterans for Peace. It is estimated that two-thirds of those arrested were US veterans. Of those arrested a number of women from Code Pink were also arrested. Approximately 500 people attended the peace rally.


Veterans For Peace is a US organization founded in 1985. Made up of male and female US military veterans of World War II, the Korean War, the Vietnam War, the Gulf War, the current US wars of Afghanistan and Iraq, as well as peacetime veterans; the group works to promote alternatives to war.

11 More Arrested in New York Cities Times Square Peace Protest Against the War in Iraq: At the same time, in a show of solidarity in New York City's Times Square, another rally was held which also resulted in the arrests of members of Veterans for Peace, Catholic Workers and the women of the Granny Peace Brigade - some of them in their eighties and nineties!

Israeli's look at the remains of a series of shops under construction by the Jaber family in Kiryat Arbaa, which were demolished by the US Occupation Forces in response for HRM Deborah of Israel showing the above US Peace Rally footage on 20 December 2010. No casualties have been reported at this time. 21 December 2010, fighting between the US Occupation Forces and Israel military has been extremely hot today with US air strikes causing destruction and ground fighting; five Israeli military are dead and the US body count is extremely high. Also, US Occupation Forces smuggling tunnels were being shut down. The Israeli populace is made-up of everyone living in the country, including those the US insultingly calls the Palestinians; for the US seems to like to forget Israel's demographics to falsify there media propaganda. Oh, as to those rockets; if the US had appeared closely there was a label that said, "Made in Israel" and they were a courtesy of the Israeli military. 23 December 2010, as the fighting between the US and Israel is still quite heated, the US seems to still be making wild, distorted statements due to there lack of comprehension skills; especially with the inability to know about the Israeli rockets being fired at them to counter the US air strikes and terrorism upon civilians. As to the US threats towards delaying any viable peace in the region, so far they have never appeared to make an actual intention to do so; but rather play the Game of Marbles. US how does it appear, that just two days before the US supposedly celebrates Christmas; they are murdering a Shepherd and wounding three other civilians, along with destroying Bedouins homes who look much like the three wise men would have in the land of Prophet/Rabbi Jesus' (PBUH) birthplace. It is thought most people would think since Christian pilgrims and visitors are gathering in large numbers for that particular day, of being rather shoddy to say the least.While the US commits such atrocities as this and attempts to tell there usual fabrications, they also do not realize, they are unable to hide anymore for the world is seeing what they are doing, the UN is condemning all US atrocities on Israel with criminal charges and Allah (Hashem) keeps sending the bill of sorrow. 26 December 2010, it has been estimated that the US government is spending about 9.2 billion (USD) per year of US taxpayer money too commit atrocities on the US Occupation of Israel. As of today, the US Occupation Forces has murdered two more Israeli civilians; along with more violent US operative protests and the US's just keeps-up there usual political games, apparently they have not figured out what they are doing frigidly snow drifted, as far as Allah (Hashem) is concerned and that the US cannot yet seem to comprehend, that they cannot even flick a flea in Israel without the world and those in Paradise (Heaven) knowing and responding appropriately. There is talk about an apology concerning the Free Gaza Movement Flotilla  towards Turkey, when is the US going to do so and the US make amends towards this criminal act of US piracy, terrorism on the high seas? As for those in the global community that came to our aid in this incident I am still very grateful and as what has occurred towards Turkey even in the aftermath, I have great respect. 28 December 2010, passengers had to evacuate a train which caught fire from a US Occupation Forces planting a terrorist bomb aboard the engine that spread along the train. The train, travelling from Nahariya to Tel Aviv where it was carrying over 100 passengers, 81 suffered injuries and smoke inhalation and was treated by medical staff; while firefighters attempted to extinguish the blaze. 8 January 2011, fighting between Israel and the US has been extremely heavy with the US injuring 4 Israeli's and killing two; with one being buried today. The US has been hitting Israeli's with mortar fire, while the US casualties are once again extremely high; as it appears the US Occupation Forces are collapsing in desperation. Even one US Occupation Forces soldier impersonating a US Islamophobia stereotype Arab, attempted a suicide bombing at a checkpoint; where he was killed to save lives. One of the US Occupation Forces soldier's killed recently, was buried by there family yesterday in New Orleans.




The US government has since went on a falsified media propaganda campaign towards Israel, that backfired and defaced the US as the result. But as for Israel, we are unscathed as usual.



"When the president does it, that means it is not illegal." -Former US President Richard Nixon
(During a David Frost interview on 4 May 1977, concerning the Watergate Scandal. Not taking into account that know one is above the legal system; not even a US President and yes, Nixon was a "crook.")

Alleged President Barack Obama arrives with Rep. Mazie Hirono (D-HI 2nd District) Sen. Daniel Akaka [D-HI] at Hickam Air Force base in Honolulu, Hawaii, 22 December 2010 for the US taxpayer paid family holiday of 11 days in hiding. What appears to be absent, is the Obama's family? If Obama wanted to visit places of the real familiarity, he should be visiting the red light district and streets of Jakarta, Indonesia; back before the fabricated invention of his name, since Obama was illegitimate born without a name, without a religion and without a father; with his claims of the US and Africa being fabricated. Needless to say, the Obama campaign issuing a forged US birth certificate in 2008 doen't make US citizen and an Hawaii health director on the Obama payroll; doesn't count for anything, but criminal action being taken. With the further political heat and criminal allegations tapping on Obama's White House door, it has been suggested and even jokingly by Obama himself; that after his alleged holiday that he may run to avoid the allegations. It appears Obama's family did show-up for the hideaway holiday, but are being forced to take somewhat a back seat on the photo-ops. I do hope Michelle, Malia and Sasha are enjoying the fashion revival clothing they are wearing these days. Also, Obama should stop blaming others for his own family finding him repulsive. 6 January 2007, while it appears most of Obama's bills are on the repeal; there are many Americans apparently, that wish to also repeal Obama himself. As to US government, they seem to have taken to rolling up the sleeves returned to the the classroom so to speak as  the US Constitution for the replacements was also read; from those that recently had bailed sharply from the Obama sunk ship, for it has been found that Obama could not handled the job and that he has never passed any required physical or mental evaluation. Notwithstanding, that he is not a US citizen which was heralded by several real US citizens on the US House floor. As to what Obama has been up to by the backdoor, murdering two more Israeli's, while creating other forms of havoc by the US Occupation Forces upon Israeli's. 7 January 2010, was another day of US Occupation Forces creating havoc and murder. This time, the US Occupation Forces were doing there old habit of raiding homes, kidnapping and committing theft of Israeli civilians; especially Muslims. With two more Muslim men who were shot and killed in a separate incident by US Occupation Forces. But in one home, the US Occupation Forces shot a 67-year-old Israeli civilian to death in his bed. It has also came to light of how the alias came about for alleged US President Barack Hussein Obama, the three names are leading Muslim family names in Indonesia of men Obama murdered to finance him leaving that country and financing his confidence game to become illegally US President. He also uses the names of the three murdered men, as a form of souvenirs to these crimes. It is an understanding that the three Indonesian Muslim families, have filed criminal charges for prosecution of murder and theft towards alleged US President Barack Obama; which he is also wanted through Interpol. From the time he was a young man, he was exorbitant in Hollywood movies and one of Obama's favorites was "Taxi Driver (1976)." Obama's US movie oppression, was how he developed the ideas that created his falsified US background and still partially governs is mental outlook. He also has a very unhealthy aversion to Muslims since childhood, in Indonesia. As for Obama's latest appointment of William (Bill) M. Daley as White House chief of staff; he is the seventh son of the late notorious Chicago gangster and bootlegger, who became Chicago Mayor Richard Daley. 15 January 2010, since Obama only barely received the basic education required in Indonesia, for he was a very poor student. Not being a US citizen, does he qualify as a foreign student to receive some type of educational program? By-the-way, there is no such thing as an African Jew; just ask the Romans and they do not live in Israel at anytime!

The one about saving the donkeys was particularly interesting, since lately; alleged US President Barack Obama has portrayed himself as a laughing Jackass and today after his latest criminal excursions ducking out of Washington DC on US taxpayer money to hideout with another luxury Hawaii family trip, for Obama cannot brave the political cold. But still hunts for that absent coat in the frigid weather; as it a wonder, when Obama will get a legitimate occupation instead committing the largest illegal confidence game in history.


But nevertheless, Israel does have a longstanding reputation of being humane to all living creatures; which is not just taught from Allah (Hashem), but apart of who we are as people.

As to the US telling people across the globe, especially Israel to have a heart when the US themselves is committing a criminal actions on the innocent.  The US themselves, should try there own advice; instead of lashing out on a whim and harming others. For kindness, always outweighs cruelty!

Neither is war to be used for profit and the military as an industry, that dictates American foreign policy in attmpting complete global domination.

Alleged US President Barack Obama (R) makes a statement to reporters about his administration's Afghanistan-Pakistan annual review as US Vice President Joe Biden rubs his eye in the Brady Press Briefing Room at the White House 16 December 2010 in Washington, DC.

21 December 2010, something I happened to see yesterday; one of alleged US President Barack Obama's staff during a televised press conference. While the moral was extremely low, more along the line of having to do a job that they do not like and reading off the usual propaganda press release that they did not believe in. It appeared if they had a different choice, the press release paper would have been made into a paper airplane to be shot across the room and everyone would break into  Salsa dancing, instead of being bored to tears. As to Obama's popularity being on any type of rebound, it is far from ever being likely of ever occurring. What had been floating around Washington, DC was the word, "impeach!"-HRM Deborah

Remembering the Martyrs

On this very day fifteen years ago in 1995, HRM Zaytuna took her last breath at 2:30AM; after having to suffer a very agonizing death from being poisoned by our US captor and aided by my"dead" sister in collaboration with the US Captor, which was ordered by former US President Bill Clinton.

Just three days prior, Israel Prime Minister Yitzhak Rabin was also assassinated on Clinton's orders.


She became a martyr, in a US death camp; that the US prisoners named "Siberia." This day always lives in my memory every year, for I knew her being her daughter for 37 years, my age also upon her death and future heir to take her place as Queen of Israel on her last breath and the only survivor of the death camp.


So on this day, lets take a moment an remember the martyrs who have died because of the US Occupation, Holocaust for they range not in two or three; but in the billions and all those still being held as US prisoners against there will who are innocent of any crime.

Even as I write this with the tears dripping from my eyes; myself, am still a US prisoner illegally held on a foreign soil for over 52 years and being refused by the US in contempt of International Court, to be free and be allowed to go to my own country of Israel.


(The song "Snowbird" by Anne Murray, was in the top 20 on 20 September 1970 and won Murray her first gold record  being billed as an Anti-war message, but actually was a message of another kind having to do with a Prophetess and her relationship between Allah (Hashem) during times of suffering with the visitations of death in extreme weakness from lack of health; which the closes of death being contentment of Paradise (Heaven), without fear. It is a discussion, were Allah (Hashem) considers taking them back from once they came and the Prophetess feelings of some of things she has to see that she doesn't approve, her situation and the hope of future goodness. It was also one of HRM Zaytuna's favorite songs, when it came out in 1970. Her and I use to listen to the song on an old eight track.)

 But one major question remains, how many people must die as martyrs by US hands before there is freedom for all of us and be allowed to live in our own countries, our own cultures, have hopes and dreams like everyone else without the severe cruelties imposed on all US prisoners? -HRM Deborah

Bless be Allah (Hashem) for all that He does and is yet to do.

Same Old Story

Yesterday, I was once again reminded of what US media propaganda had done to people over the years. That it not only was a theft of the human brain, but to others a constant thought confusion; especially towards what had been the real situation between not just Israel itself, but everyone that is Israeli.

Family of US Army Ssg. Justin DeCrow recognize his name on the memorial stone at a memorial service recognizing victims and families of those fallen on the one year anniversary of the Ft. Hood attacks in Fort Hood, Texas on 5 November 2010. The shootings occurred on 5 November 2009, where 13 Americans were killed and wounding 30 others. Episodes such as this and so many other incidents is caused from the severity of US falsified, prejudicial media propaganda; instead of the reality that truth brings, that could have saved these lives and countless others worldwide.

What most I believe have found most offense, is that the US had not only attempted to hide the fact that all these years they have been occupying the country and along with there crimes; as always to hide the issues of criminal activities. On a much more wider scale of all the many criminal activities that has been subjected towards so many in the world.


What many would find most heinous is the US in there media propaganda of putting words in other people's mouth that they did not express in an attempt to sway a falsehood associated with the US Occupational intentions, especially towards the Canaanites and certain Jews. Such as for example "settlement" building or the actual reversal of US Occupational poverty to much better standards of living for all in Israel.


The US speaks of peace as all Israeli's do also, but the meaning for both is extremely different. The majority of Israeli's, which with the ever popular US rhetoric does also included the Canaanites that the US refers to by the old Roman insult as "Palestinians." The peace we all wish is everything that is associated with the US Occupation to completely end and a honest peace to occur. But on the other hand, which has gone very little changed is the US Occupation policy that has actually nothing to do with peace, but to destroy and commit genocide of eventually of not just Israel and what is referred to as the Middle East, with every extended country with a Muslim or Jewish populace. Furthermore, the greatest view of this Issue, is not just Israel, Afghanistan, Iraq, Yemen, Iran or even Pakistan; but more visually expounded unto the human terror threshold with the European Holocaust.


This US can keep standing and playing political tennis with human lives and keep digging deeper into despair or commit to a peace that not just Israel; but the whole world can breath with a sigh of relief. For the US did not just harm Israel, they harmed the world! -HRM Deborah

Fixing the Holes

My first husband was a bit of contradictions, I say this because in his youth he had been severely mistreated many times by the Americans and as old as he was; he would simply call it "racism."



He was over twenty-years older then myself and while he was Turkish, he also in later years wore a heavy beard to hide that he also had family that was Jewish. While he was not one to overly talk about himself, he would mention little things ever so often.


The first years we were married he worked two jobs, with one being in carpentry mainly towards peoples homes; his speciality was doing roofing. Many people liked his work because he was honest, fair and never took short-cuts as some people do these days.


He could simply look at a roof and tell everything that was wrong or needed repair. While he hired people for a short time to do little things, the main body of work was his and a few times I did get to assist, but mostly as company.

Most US Poltical Prisoners have a life that is extremely substandardly horrible and live each day with the threat of what will happen to them or others around them. My first husband many years ago, before I knew him; had one of his grown sons murdered by the US and would be jolted with the death of one of his children as a mere baby under mysterious circumstances. Which both deaths weighed heavy on him for the rest of life, for his children were very dear to him and he had tried extremely hard to protect them.

Many years ago, he became a widower with nine children and was later requested to care for the children of another family in the death of there parents; so in all he became the father of sixteen children and yes, they later considered me as there mother. Also in many ways in his life he felt very deeply about helping others any way he could, to make there life better is what he used to say and even I had seen amazing things. Nevertheless, in some of his way of thinking and general outlook, he would have been a good Sabra and knew very well what it meant.

When he was a younger man back in the about 1950's, he did own a Harley Davidson motorcycle; in the days when motorcyclists appeared a little more clean cut and were more out right protesting against the US government. Basically, for many of the problems the US still has; especially towards the need for human rights, real freedom for all people instead of oppression because of race, religion and equal rights for women which he felt the US had a severe problem; that women deserved dignity without wishing or the need to wear men's pants.

Many years ago this portion of the Kohn family had to flee Israel after the invasion and was for a time allowed to peacefully live in Turkey, until the US in persuit finally kidnapped them.  It had to do with who this part of the family really were. As for myself, He tried very much in our very limited means; as us both being US Political Prisoners, to give me a magical life. This was a man that had said to me, of everyone he had ever known; I was his best friend.

He thought quite a bit of me and was also extremely kind to others; but as the few years began to accumulate he did not always like people coming to the house in what he felt was a bother to me; I would not learn until later, when he was dying how much he actually felt about me. Without expanding, I do not know anyone that could get such nice complements as a wife.

Something, that got to be somewhat of a joke on my birthday, was he use to say that I was actually older then him by over twenty years; not by actual years, but wisdom.

Life in a Death Camp

I have thought that like others who are Jewish or Muslim that are also illegally being held or technically kidnapped by the US in concentration/death camps especially long term. That sometimes, it is hard to understand why you're being mistreated having done nothing wrong; even though a US captor tries to make you feel you're less then nothing.

But needing to remember, that Allah (Hashem) will take care of you no matter how hard it gets and sometimes you do feel like your running as a caged hamster on a wheel unable to go anywhere; but around the same circle.

Also, while this may seem hard for some people to understand that has never experienced social isolationism; of how nice it would seem to actually talk to a person and have there warmth of feeling. To know that there is more to oneself than the constant negativity you're subjected too and being able to share good things with someone else that you do not really have where you are; with just feeling that all you're doing is breathing day by day. For loneliness can be unbearable, with the added feeling of a type of abandonment; but you know that you do not dare let it eat away at you either.  When your a child somehow it doesn't seem to feel quite as bad, but sometimes would extremely bother you after you had grown-up; which took sometime to understand why. For people on the outside may have frames of reference to go by, but growing-up on the inside allot things is absent and being in a place you know deep in you're heart, you just do not belong there with the feeling of being shackled away from home.


There is those in both Paradise (Heaven) and on earth; that equate this type of existence as, "Living in Hell!"

It is a strange thing of not being allowed to show emotions without being punished in some manner, so you try and not let them show; but I will admit sometimes it was hard to do. As you're forced behind the prison walls wondering what the world is like on the other side. It took years, to understand why the US did this.

As far back as I can remember, all the suffering I had to go through was to me selfless. For my thoughts and my heart was for the multitude that was suffering to me, far greater; then what was being subjected upon myself, for this I always understood.

To even be reminded from childhood, that the smallest thing such as sharing  two cupcakes; when the other person would rather eat both and not share, carries allot of weight in the bigger aspect of the whole.

Or that selfish person because they did something they thought was wrong and was going to get into troubles, forces the unselfish person to promise Allah (Hashem) they will not tell on them. Even when the unselfish person knows and says that the ones that they are worried about, will find out anyway without the unselfish person uttering a word without that unnecessary promise. They do get into these troubles more quickly then they thought, as the unselfish person stood in silence and watched the only outcome that could be, unfold.-HRM Deborah

When we first were married, he met my mother and seemed to like her very much; but was extremely upset when she was killed. He considered the US man that held us captive as being excessively "crazy" and as for my "dead" sister; he thought she was the most awful, ice cold human being there ever could be the first time he ever saw her when Mother was close to death and her trying to start a fist fight with me as she would do when we were younger (In 1978, she horribly butchered a female cat that had kittens on my bed the blood was profuse and stained the bargain Simmons mattress until it was taken away from me in Siberia, than she hid the body; the cat belong to my mother). Our US captor, considered her something that belong to him and had even said so. She also had collaborated with him concerning our US captors criminal activities, including murder and was brought to my attention that she helped him in the death of my mother. The last time she was ever seen, she forced a visit to my husband's house in an arrogant questionable situation unlined by the US captor; which was about thirteen years ago. She has been dead to me for a long time for what she has done. He also helped me to get out of "Siberia" death camp, which while I never fully understood had to do with a talk between my mother and him. My then husband did wish to also save my mother, but she would hear it unless by some miracle she recovered from the US man having already poisoned her by this time and she knew she was dying. He also, helped me from the aftermath of being in a death camp and felt I should always be well cared for.

By 7 November 1995, we had only been married a little less then nine months. The evening before we had gotten to see my mother and she was in a vegetation state with only her heart working by this time from the effects of being poisoned by our US captor, in the Siberia death camp; another victim of the US Holocaust. Myself, I was having a very hard time taking in what I saw. Long story short, by morning of the seventh, my husband was coming in fairly early in the morning from his other job as he always was doing; but it just appeared to be a different kind of morning. By the time he got home, he said he had something to discuss with me and he set down on the sofa where he bursted into tears. I asked, "Momma is dead!" Him having troubles said, "yes." Where I asked what time and how was he told. She died at 2:30 AM and the US man had called him at work forcing him to be the one to tell me. As for me, even though I knew it was true; I was still having a very hard time accepting she was gone. So much so for a little time that even my husband got worried, that he thought he may loose me. I just had to get over the realization she was dead and not having been allowed to cry for so long, I wanted to cry, the back of my eyes hurt; but no tears would come. But one day, sometime later they finally did and yet, the sorrow of her death still weighs emotionally heavy on me; because a daughter still misses her mother and the horrible way the US murdered her. One consolidation I know in my heart, my mother, like my first husband are in a very good place where the days are always bright.


The US poisoned him during a time when they had attempted to assassinate me and failed, but after about eighteen months of utter horror, fighting every step to save his life and allot of prayers; he died on 25 September 2003 at 12 AM for I was at his bedside when he took his last breath. He was 67-years-old when he died.

In 1997, was the first assassination attempt by former US President Bill Clinton that broke my right ankle and my first husband did everything he could think of to help me and take care of me the best he knew how.

Then it was so unbelievably worse in 2000, which it was a living nightmare due to the horror of what could have happened to us; not realizing some of the aftermath. Which both times, I almost died either having to do with surgery or just before; but I never felt death coming. The second time, my first husband was amazing how he tried to make everything good for me; him and I not realizing at the time, he was a walking dead man.

We came to realize, when I caught him one day almost falling weak in the front yard; after I was able to walk some again and later, did find out what actually did happen to him.

 

17 August 1936-25 September 2003

[His last name was Kohn and was a cousin. He was also a US Poltical Prisoner and like so many US Poltical Prisoners, the only way he could be free was in death; another victim of the Holocaust.  He was also a direct descendant of Rabbi/Prophet Jesus (PBUH) and a cousin of mine.]


How my first husband was to meet me from afar, I happened to be in a car with our US captor and my mother. While I usually set in the rear seat looking out the window wishing to be someplace other then where I was. He was doing a large contracted roofing job on a Catholic Church, which consisted of the church its self and a new annex building. He happened to look down and saw a woman looking out a car window. He thought I was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen, that I was misplaced for being in the US or did not belong were I was; that I was in the wrong country, but he tried to think were I could have came from for he thought of different places in the Middle East not thinking of Israel at the time, but had no troubles as to what my religion was and something about me he just could never quite put his finger on it was different then he thought, of any woman. He said, if he could have, he would have married me that very day; even though he did not know anything about me. He made inquires and searched for me for several years until he was able to find me, in a death camp, for it had been like I had fell off the face of the earth.

I have never been sure though how he found out, always felt mother told him we were from Israel; just that he was overjoyed.
 

As to some of the modern technologies that many people take for granite, because of my first husband I got to see my first music CD, mobile phone, he taught me how to use a microwave, that I was allowed to speak and that leftovers will not harm you; for instance.



While he did finish roofing the Catholic Church, they refused to pay him for the roofing job and this particular job was one of the few times he had to have a full crew and he hand picked them himself. 

I never really liked talking about him much, because what happened to end a eight and half year marriage was simply just wrong!

"Leaving the Waiting Room"

After my first husband died, I for a time was suffering from sever exhaustion and some complications from when the US had tortured me. Also, something people may not realize that after a spouse passes away especially I think if they have been married for awhile; that for a good bit of time one will still feel they are married, that the same rules applied as when one were married and for a time, one still sees them in there eyes and no one else; for this was the way it was for me. Then it seems all of a sudden one day, that you feel you are being cut in half which was a dreadful feeling; as to the adage of Allah (Hashem) making a husband and wife be one person and not two separate people in one house. But even more importantly, I did not just loose a husband, I lost a dear friend.

After this, I did a tremulous amount of religious studies and prayers which started early in the morning throughout the day until late evening, too not even forgetting a Friday or a holiday; did a little horticulture and did a good amount of charity work which during several occasion's I helped save an older American women's life for she was very ill and helped a young American girl with a lot of unhappiness.

I still laugh sometimes at some American women that insisted on coming to visit which was after the US illegally invaded Iraq where many Americans were so highly against anyone Middle Eastern which I felt the high heat many times. Nevertheless, they had never eaten Middle Eastern food before, some they liked and some not so much or they would come for tea and pastry to watch a movie, visit or ask about Israel and some things about Middle Eastern culture. Which these same women came away not with animosity towards Middle Eastern people, but I had learned later actually defend them; which they also use to consider me as just getting off the plane or knew, I was not American.

As the time passed by, every so often I would sit outside in the grass when the weather was warm with a dog named Anna for the warmth seemed to help her bad leg that was injured by the US man back when we were in the Siberia death camp and again at a later time, for the US man tortured her several times; whom my first husband was able save by rather unusual circumstances after my mother was already dead and also sitting in the grass I would just think about some things my first husband had said  for towards then of his life it was about me, towards himself as he had said being around me made a man wish to be a better man and about what Paradise (Heaven) was really like as to these things he mentioned previously was never mentioned by me or spoken about much it was as though something he saw, unexplained; also insisting upon which was for me to marry once again, which I did in 2005.

On the Chase

Remembering a sweet Eastern fragrance, that brought heartfelt inner contentment; that while it stays in my heart always, was so deeply missed.

Nevertheless, this was a period when one door closed and a very old cherry wood door that I had wished to see for such a long time; finally once again opened wide and I stepped through to find a happiness that was so missed from long ago, a kind of love never forgotten; but what is sadly still missing, is home. I am also still curious, if the curtains still dance on a Summer's breeze, in the room with white walls. And do they still make in Israel, a cetain type of brown teapot.



Where I was and just before it was time, I saw everything from blizzards with sub-zero temperatures, that can actually freeze the human lungs from the inside for it almost happened to me twice; too very heavy rain that sometimes caused area flooding, with high humidity. I have seen snow higher then myself and once my automobile doors where frozen shut for a whole week and I learned that it can get so cold, that an automobile engine can actually overheat; loosing anti-freeze in the process. During this time, I would get so homesick; that I would have moments, where I would lay on the floor and cry my heart out.-HRM Deborah

The Turning Point